Sarah

I, like so many other people have a history and have experienced their fare share of traumas in life but I decided when I fell pregnant for the first time that I was going to break the chain and not raise my child the same as I was raised and treated. It turns out I was destined to be blessed with the most beautiful, gorgeous souled with lots of love and massive hearts that have and still are my angels, Leah 23 and Ella 17 have supported and helped me experience being wanted and loved and appreciated for the first time in my life. They are the best that has ever came from me and now Leah is just about to bless me with another angel, my first grandchild, which is due in April next year, 2023... They have cared for me since the ages of 7 and 13 through the brake up from their dad, then being homeless for a bit then 4 major operations from a rare form of Bowel Cancer that is in my family called Lynch Syndrome and they took over and still managed to go to school and care for me and take on all the parenting adult responsibilities from 7 and 13.

They now want to see me experience love for the first time and be treated right by a good man and have actually made me realize that I also deserve to be loved for once in my life, the way I have loved others but they have just continuously used and abused my love and treated me as an object and not like I have always imagined being in love feels like.

So it's my daughter's that have pushed me into this now that they are older and are wanting me to experience what they are experiencing themselves and they know I have never had that opportunity too myself. I have a lot of love still left to give and I believe you treat someone the way you want to be treated.

I just want to be happy and loved and appreciated for once in my life basically...

I hope that didn't make anyone fall asleep but I had to put it all out there before I chickened out... 😊

Virgo

Big And Beautiful

5' 5 (1.65 m)

Blue

Caucasian

Single

Yes - At Home

Not Sure

Eyes

Branded, Scarred, Strategically Placed Tattoo, Visible Tattoo

Blonde

Cat

Yes

Some High School

Student

Legal

Student

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

With Kid(s)

All Is Calm

Yes - Often

No

Outcast

Boisterous, Loud, Observant, Fire Starter

Religion / Spirituality, Family, Reading, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Dancing, Travel, Cooking, Gardening, Cars

Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Tv, Going To A Concert

A picnic under the stars

To find love

Perfect

Spiritual But Not Religious

Every Day

Not Sure

To learn to love myself and be around my loved ones, also travel and find my soulmate that I connect with on every level

Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Sadistic

Documentaries, Movies

Action

Rap, Reggae

Ancient, Auto-biography, Biography, Health, History, Home & Garden, Supernatural

Trying new things

Wit, Spontaneity, Boldness, Sensitivity, Empathy, Humor, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence

Someone that wants to love me and have a great life together and someone I can also love too but I want that special connection

Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed